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    August 24

    過了聽唔到野的一天

    原來我真的好害怕...怕得自己一個人
    一整天聽唔到人講野....好靜...
    個世界好似只有我自己一個人...
    好在回到家見到有人係家中.....
    個人先冇咁驚....好可能我真係怕冇人再會理我...
    星期日回到屯門同左個老朋友傾計...
    同佢見面時,佢突然問我:你係唔係有的咩野唔開心呀....
    我同佢講,唔係呀...開心呀...
    佢又問:咁你係唔係有的野係心中有的好唔開心的野呀...有你同我講呀..
    我回答佢:有呀...其實我有個陰影再加一件好唔開心的事....
    就係我到現在仲常常記起在大陸過左十二天的地獄般的日子....
    那十二天的生活我不想再去記得,可是卻常常出現係我個腦到....
    我經常性發呆,就係我想起這十二日的日子...
    所以我有時同朋友一齊時會好似突然間唔知自己做緊咩..
    事發不久同我一齊的女朋友都離開左我...再過不久連我最好的朋友都開始唔理我....
    呢三件事連續的發生令我完全唔識處理....
    到現在我都放唔開呢三件事....
    佢就同我講:其實你咁的情況要睇下心理醫生.....
    你咁樣屈屈下好易傻ga....
    我答:邊有咁多錢呀....
    其實我知我心裡的結好難解.....
    我都有想方法去幫自己,就係唔好想自己的所有野....
    咩都唔好去想....只去想人地的野...咁我就唔會呆下呆下咁....
    我更不用去面對這三件事....
    可惜現在又開始冇人地的事比我去想,又有人叫我去為自己打算下....
    每當我一想我自己的事,這三件事都係令我很痛苦..
    其實我真的很不開心...很想逃避這些問題...
    可能時間會慢慢幫我解決晒呢....
    一想起這些事我到現在都係很痛苦...
    冇人會明白我的感受...
    一段可怕的日子,一個以為可以一生一世的女人唔要我....一個最交心的朋友唔理我...
    連續發生再我身上,我真的解決唔到,忘記唔到....
    我覺得我只有讓時間來幫我....
    我解決的方法係想人地的野,唔想自己的野....
    係關心我的,想幫我的,一係就令我失憶,一係就企係我身邊多的理下我...關心下我就足夠ga啦...
    我唔想令我的朋友辛苦,只是我真的解決不了,面對不了,你們明白嗎?...對不起朋友們...
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